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1/29/08 06:48 pm - The Only Thing That Keeps Me Wishing On A Wishing Star,

Just wondering,

What is the most painless way of committing suicide?
Anonymous comments are MOST welcomed.

Just a question, don't think I'm gonna do anything silly (for now) except maybe cutting my arm with my name tag but whatever that's not the point.
Comments please?
Thanks.

12/22/07 06:02 pm - Going, going, gone,

I MOVED.

Thank you LiveJournal for the nice memories. I'll still come back when I need to (:
(Which, I predict will be soon)

There're no posts there yet. Been working on it the whole day. But anyway, please visit there instead, okay (: 
Posts here will be (custom) friends only.

THANKS I LOVE YOU ALL (inserts heart)

12/21/07 07:50 pm - Tugging On My Heartstrings,

JANICE HAS A STUPID CRUSH ON SOMEONE NAMED YL CHUA. ._.
Same initials as me :D

Went on a Super Shopping Spree today!!!! Walked around the WHOLE Queensway Shopping Centre finding that pair of Nike shoes la -.-||| Practically ALL the shops had it but guess what, all of them didn't have the size ._. STUPID LA STUPID BIG FEET OF MINE D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

I'm at Janice's blog cause I like her iMeem playlist :P
Okay let me enjoy hearing songs. 

Byebye (waves)

12/20/07 02:48 pm - Ulterior Motive,

When bored, talk to Justina Lim Xiang Jun. It works wonders, 100% guarantee. Free somemore.

I chose my life, cause you're my life - Me.
Hello. - Justina.


I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
hello, hello (:
Hello. says:
HELLOhellohello!!!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
yay i said hello to hello
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
sorry no link :/
Hello. says:
....
Hello. says:
yeah no link at all
Hello. says:
hahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
HAHA diao.
Hello. says:
orh horh
Hello. says:
diao is a bad word
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
whutttt
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
no la
Hello. says:
yes!!!
Hello. says:
diao in dont know what language means fish
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
explain to me la
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
fish is bad word meh ._.
Hello. says:
as in,
Hello. says:
five me an f!!!
Hello. says:
give me an f
Hello. says:
helllo......
Hello. says:
where is my f?
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
AIYA i know already la
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
F
Hello. says:
aiya then you still ask?
Hello. says:
nvm,
Hello. says:
give me a u!!!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
i just understand ma
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
i slow cannot meh
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
if i spell out the whole word it's your fault cause you ask me to spell one!!!!!
Hello. says:
hahahahaha
Hello. says:
okay then dont spell ready
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
haha later i call police!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
hello? police? justina lim xiang jun of crescent girls' school class 2c3'08 just said a vulgar word! you know how young she is right! so arrest her! underage leh!
Hello. says:
hahahaha
Hello. says:
like that also call...
Hello. says:
hahahahahahahahahaa
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
see she 2 years old only!
Hello. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Hello. says:
yeah right la
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
2c3=2 yrs old ma
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
orh hor, must be her parents teach one!
Hello. says:
hahahahahahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
children so small, go and jiao huai her! tsk tsk.
Hello. says:
you LA!
Hello. says:
YOU TEACH ME ONE!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
i'm not your parent!
Hello. says:
im an independant 2 year old okay
Hello. says:
hahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
oh see you admit you are a two year old!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
and this two year old so young know diao is fish which is f***
Hello. says:
ORH!!!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
which is (censored)
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
toot toot toot toot
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
okay the humour is gone ._.
Hello. says:
"hello police? cho yiklam of 2s1'08 just spouted a sensored bad word! she's only 2 years old and she knows how to cnesor her bad words already! underage you know!"
Hello. says:
.....
Hello. says:
okay fine
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
at least i better than you ma, you don't know how to censor your bad words
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
hahahaz
Hello. says:
8gasp8
Hello. says:
*gasps*
Hello. says:
you just called me ma!!!
Hello. says:
hello long lost daughter
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
._.
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
ma is a chinese word that has a mouth and a horse.
Hello. says:
stop giving me that no eyes look.
Hello. says:
haha.
Hello. says:
HAHAHAHA
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
-.-
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
what no eyes la! its eyes as small as yours.
Hello. says:
my eyes are big okay!!!!
Hello. says:
0_0
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
realleh!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
OMG LOOKS SO WRONG.
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
o.o||
Hello. says:
hahahahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
your eyes so distorted.
Hello. says:
hahaha
Hello. says:
no lorh
Hello. says:
so equal
Hello. says:
0_0
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
eyes so looongg one ah
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
----_---- see my eyes so big.
Hello. says:
hahahaha
Hello. says:
yeah i tell you already i got big eyes
Hello. says:
.....
Hello. says:
=.=
Hello. says:
OKAY
Hello. says:
enough,
Hello. says:
no more talking about eyes
Hello. says:
hahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
------ ------
|____| ____ |___|
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
sorry out of shape.
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
it looked okay just now. hmms
Hello. says:
.......
Hello. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
at least it's eyes are bigger than yours!
Hello. says:
------- ------
|____| ____ |___|
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
see yours also like that =_=
Hello. says:
hahaha
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
okay let's not talk about eyes anymore. makes my eyes feel small.
Hello. says:
HAHAHAHA
Hello. says:
ahh wait i go toilet
Hello. says:
to
Hello. says:
big busines
Hello. says:
business*
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
okay
I chose my life, cause you're my life. says:
sheng yi xing long! : D
Hello. says:
you la!
Hello. says:
what sheng yi xing long!
Hello. says:
now my butt pain okay!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. ♥ says:
too bad la!
I chose my life, cause you're my life. ♥ says:
get well soon justina's butt!
Hello. says:
hahaha
Hello. says:
"thank you"
I chose my life, cause you're my life. ♥ says:
eeeee your butt can talk!!! 
Hello. says:
eh busy now so i might not reply that often
Hello. says:
haha yeah i talk to it when im bored
I chose my life, cause you're my life. ♥ says:
haha okay.

 

Sorry for the lousy alignment. And sorry for the lameness ._.

Yesterday's convo with Afiqah was worse. I didn't save it but basically this is how it goes.

Me: "TOOT!"
Her: "ya!"
Her: "toot toot toot!"
Her: "sorry that was me farting"
Her: "okay lame"
Me: "i thought farting was poot poot poot?"

Okay, pardon me I have nothing better to do.

Oh, wifey and I were twitting throughout 3/4 of our conversation yesterday night before she went to watch her kiim jeoong hooon! 
we said things like "ohhmiitiianx! ii lurrbbxx kiim jeoong hooon shho murrchh!" (shudders)

Bye I shall enjoy the peace of having found my heaven, or in this case Web Messenger. I do not need to snatch the computer with bulky bro anymore and I can come online everyday!! Be happy for me la please.

Kbye.

12/19/07 04:27 pm - I Need You Like A Heart Needs A Beat,

I just remembered I found this in Sitifa's blog a long time ago. August, to be exact.

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Damn it's crooked.

DESTINED TO LEAD, ALPHA <3333333

12/19/07 11:26 am - Never Felt Like This Before,

HAPPAYE BIRTHDAYE WONG QIAO YAYE! :DDDDDDDD


Found something(s) in Sherraye's blog. From 2006 :X

First one, from Thursday, Nov 23, 2006

1. What's your favourite marshmallow shape?
[ ] Pink Hearts
[ ] Yellow Moons
[ x ] Orange Stars  (I love orange! But why they don't have orange MOONS? D: *hint)
[ ] Green Clovers
[ ] Blue Diamonds
[ ] Purple Horseshoes

2. Which is worse?
[ ] Black cat crossing your path
[ x ] Breaking a mirror (Many black cats have crossed my path already)

3. Which adjective best describes you?
[ ] Perky
[ ] Trustowrthy
[ ] Industrious
[ ] Natural
[ x ] Funny (And sarcastic)

4. Would you consider living on the 13th floor of a building?
[ x ] Yes  (Why not.)
[ ] No

5. When you were little, what did you collect?
[ x ] Dolls (BARBIE dolls ._.)
[ ] Stuffed animals
[ ] Stickers
[ ] Bugs
[ ] Coins
[ ] Dust [I wasn't very active]

6. Where would you build your dream house?
[ ] On the grassy hills of Ireland
[ ] In a sweeping desert oasis in Africa
[ ] On a 100-acre farm on the old South
[ x ] On the top floor of an LA skyscraper (I like busy life)
[ ] In the lush forests of Nothern Europe

7. What's your favourite holiday?
[ ] Saint Patrick's Day
[ x ] Halloween (Cause I like the colours :D)
[ ] Easter
[ ] Fourth of July

8. Do you believe in otherworldly powers?
[ x ] Yes (Definitely)
[ ] No

9. What's the best way to make a wish come true?
[ x ] Wish upon a shooting star (I've always believed that but I haven't seen a shooting star)
[ ] Throw a coin into a wishing well
[ ] Blow an eyelash off the tip of your finger
[ ] Blow out all your birthday candles in one breath

10. Have you ever won anything?
[ x ] Yes (Alot of things :/)
[ ] No

11.) Today, you'd feel like the luckiest person alive if you:
[ ] Met the perfect spouse
[ ] Raised the perfect children
[ x ] Bought the perfect outfit (Cause there's no choice saying "Saw the perfect person")
[ ] Got the perfect job

12. How do you spell your name?
YIKLAM

13. What colour do you like most?
ORANGE.

14. Do you like watching movies with the person you like?
Duh.

15. Will you die for your friends?
Maybe. But most probably.

16. Do you love your name?
Last time I didn't. But now I do :D

17. Do you want to go out with me (Sherry)
Haha, maybe, fellow Lame ._.

18. Do you love yourself?
Yeszxzxzxzxzxzx

19. Do you believe in miracles?
A number of miracles have happened to me the past few months.

LAST QUESTION! PLEASE ANSWER HONESTLY.

20. Do you hate me? (Sherry)
DEFINITELY NOT -.-

This one, from Tuesday, Nov 21, 2006

1. Ever liked someone younger than you?
No.

2. Someone older?
Sure.

3. Ever been drunk?
Not really

4. Do you smoke?
Smokers suck.

5. Been in love?
(Please don't talk about it.)

6. Loved someone whom you knew you couldn't have?
Yes.

7. Who's the third person on your received call list?
Mommaaa

8. Had your heart broken?
-

9. Last time you cried
Few minutes ago

10. Last time you laughed?
Long time ago. Can't remember

11. Who do you miss most right now?
-, -- and ---. And Afiqah and Audrey.

12. How are you today?
Bad.

13. Do you like someone right now?
Guess so.

14. Would you rather give or receive?
Depends

15. Where and how many homes have you lived in?
Only this one.

16. One or two pillows?
One.

17. Do you get along well with your parents?
I stay under the AYE la, remember.

18. Do you get along well with your siblings?
NO ._.

19. What's your favourite colour(s)
Orangeblackwhite

20. Who was the last person who texted you?
Afiqah

21. Are you happy.
Not at all.

22. What are you going to do after this?
Go to the toilet.

23. What is your favourite number?
2, 9?

24. What song are you listening to now?
I'll Remember You - No Secrets (From Sherry's blog)

25. What colour are you wearing now?
Red.

26. Now, who's on your mind?
You know who. (not)

27. Now, what song do you like so much?
The song I'm listening to.

28. Where do you feel like going right now?
Shopping.

29. What movie do you want to watch?
Enchanted but it's over I guess. Alvin and the Chipmunks.

30. Now, what do you want to do most?
Hug someone.

31. Now, what are you eating and drinking?
Nothing.

32. When is your birthday?
0111 (January)

33.) Where did you buy your pencil box?
The Wallet Shop at Jurong Point

34. How was school today?
Wake up, it's the holidays.

35. Worst subject?
Maths.

36. Last shirt you wore before this shirt?
School PE tee

37. Last place you went to? With?
School. With Lame, Afi, Qiao, Audraye, Zi Qi. 

38. Last call you received?
Uh, Jiaying.

39. Last testi you got?
Zhi Xin :D

40. Last message you got in Friendster?
Same ._.

41. Last sms to?
Jiaying

42. Last thing you did?
Type "Last thing you did?"

43. Last gift you got?
Staff's souvenir :D

44. Last gift you gave to someone?
I forgot :/

45. Last issue you read in the newspaper?
Hady winning Asian Idol

46. Who's the first person you fell in love with romantically speaking?
Cannot say here

47. Who are you in love with right now?
-, -- and ---. And Afiqah and Audrey.
(Sounds familliar)

OKAY I'VE FINISHED THIS I HAVE TO GO TO THE TOILET RIGHT NOW BYE (WAVES)

12/18/07 10:41 pm

I've given you too many chances.
But I only started counting the previous one time.

Therefore..

If you don't call me by midnight, it's Strike Two, baby.
That gives you exactly 1 hour and 18 minutes since 10.42pm.

Strike Three, and you're out.
I've given you too many chances.
You can't possibly just forget me all the time.

Goodbye.

12/18/07 04:34 pm - Wise Up Now Or Pay The Cost,

HELLO PEOPLE :D

Obviously I am in a good mood so good for you guys la.
Sorry I haven't been blogging for these few days cause I was kinda sickkkk D: Had slight fever (again) and sore throat yesterday after coming back from banner painting. I practically couldn't talk, sneeze, or even burp. Slept at 7+ and woke up at 8+ to eat dinner and went to sleep again. Which means, I missed both 9 and 7 o' clock shows D:
I am afraid that the paint stains on my sole are permanent cause I can't bear to scratch them off D: So, I had a free tattoo xD

Oh anywayyyyyy, went to school today to do stupid chinese proj with Audrayye. Kind of overslept. Woke up at 8.03 when I was supposed to meet her in school at 9. Therefore we pushed back the time to 10 o' clock. And Audrey was even worse, she woke up at 8.35 -.- I still didn't make it to school in time. 10 mins late I think. Can't blame me, I was sneezing all the way. Went to Tiong (again) for lunch (again) and then we started translating all the things we could translate from English to Chinese. Like for example The Body Shop became shen ti dian and The Face Shop became lian dian and Mos Burger became mou si/mo si han bao bao ._.
And then trained back to school and started on our brochure. And that was even lamer la, we kept saying we felt like roasted turkey/potato/pig/cabbage (rotten)/baked beans/many more that I can't remember. And then she said Zi Qi was a lonely (cause she was alone there) cabbage/seaweed/kimchi. 

And cabbage was the vegetable of the day. Potato shall be the next VOTD. :DD

And then we sat in between the shelves in the library and I told her all the ghost stories I heard about school. Well maybe not all cause I can't possibly remember all la. But anyway I told her most. And some of the HQ ones. She got confused by this sentence: "It's rumoured that HQ in Yio Chu Kang is haunted!" She actually thought the whole YCK was haunted la. ._. But anyway, she got very scared and stuff. Well actually I got scared telling them to her. Whatever. And then we went to admire the collage outside the Art Gallery toilet and I pointed out my husband(the bearded man at the bottom)/my sons/daughters/cousins/long-lost relatives/sisters/brothers/sons- and daughters-in-laws. 

Then we realised it was already 2.15 and her mum was coming anytime, so we trodded to the foyer and saw this uncle pasting up the class locations for next year. The following paragraph is nice to laugh at but it is really true.

Audrey: "Eh eh it's really the class thing leh! Come and see where is our class!"
Me: "Okay" (drags feet over)
"There see see! Omg our class is above 3s1!!!!!!!" (her snr's class)
"Ya really leh!" (searches for 3--) "Eh then when we walk down we can see ---!!!!!! So cool!"
"Aiya whatever lah! EH WHY OUR CLASS ON THE FOURTH FLOOR???!!!"
"Good mah then can exercise"
"...."
(one moment of silence....)
"AIYA WE'RE NOT EVEN IN 1S1 NEXT YEAR LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"OMG YA HOR YA HOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Like OMG SO LAME CANzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx ._.
I admit we're stupid. Promise this won't happen again :D
Btw, stupid crescentian is an oxymoron. Along with pretty ugly and a little too much.

Okay I have nothing better to say now so bye bye (waves!!!!)















68 days ago, I fell in love.
32 days later, I fell out of it and tried to kill myself.
35 days after that, it's your birthday.
Happy (belated) Birthday la. But this doesn't mean I've stopped feeling disappointed.
This also doesn't mean I don't cry at the mention of your name.
This is just respect for a senior. 
But I don't want you in my life anymore. 
(Please don't mention her)

12/15/07 05:01 pm - Had I Known,

How To Save A Life.

2006E's bbq yesterday (!!!) Too bad sad mad people, I didn't manage to take any photos cause it was too dark. Or rather, I was too busy gorging myself on the delicious food :D I wouldn't mind going on another bbq like that :DDDD 
Kidding.

Actually, I took one picture. Of Ian Than the Rambutan (standing) on the monkey bars. But that's another story.
After the chaos, playing Home Run/Freeze and Melt/who could hold longest on the pull-up bars (I couldn't do that after a day of 200+), and stuffing our mouths with fantastic bee hoon/otah/chicken wings/half-sausages, we walked to Yew Tee with muddy slippers and trained home.
Mum and bulky bro and me were bored so we took 51 to Queensway and 51 back again.
Now you know how boring life is.

Unfortunately the blardy cable is under bulky bro's hands (again) so I can't post up the dark picture of Ian Than the Rambutan on the monkey bars. But that's good news, cause after all, all you can see is his legs.


Omg I'm like hungry now in the middle of the day so I'll go find something to eat bye bye (waves)

12/13/07 06:28 pm - Somewhere Along In The Bitterness,

Some very overdue pictures and some new ones cause I finally got my hands on the belardy cable :D
Captions are below the photos :DDD



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What a contradiction la x))
(I got study one k! :D)



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Just another wish come true :D
Btw, this was the surprise (:



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See people, reading does not equal to studying xD



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Oh Christmas tree, oh Christmas tree~



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Bulkaye Brother's Bday Cake!
(Omg i am so jealous I want this chocolate-y cake tooooooo D:)

Okay, that's all.
Had a chat with Mum just now. Stupid Jiaying lah there must be something wrong with her space bar cause she type the words all stuck together :D
And she goes on and on and on and on and on about her --- current obsession :X
And I can't get a word in edgewise. About MY current obsession(s)

On a lighter note! Class BBQ tmr (!!!!) Hope pray wish it doesn't rain la. Can't wait to see 6E again :D
Just chatted to Zhi Xin and she can't wait too (: (: (: (: (: 
so exciting :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i Love 6E lah can (: (so cliche but whatever!)

Bye for now and I promise this will be the last (public) post for today k :D
Loves loves loves loves (:

Bye bye (waves and blows kisses)
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